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feeling very unmotivated past month. was it cause i quit my last full time job? 97% rotting at home 2% worrying about uni and 1% actually going to uni gets on my nerves. want to feel that overpowering not-enough-hours-in-a-day feel again. oh well, on the other hand got plenty of time to write out my fic... ive even ran out of ideas on my 100th page! (+100 old pages) omg i can release a book already 8D and hey -wow- its not a fancomics. muahaha. yeah i draw fanarts only cause they gimme views. if only, if only... id draw so many ocs if they gave 1% of the established fanbase leeching T__T ¬_¬ yeah selling myself out, whatever. money whore! and views >_< what do i do next then? draw anime porn, like few devart giants i know? hell, they arent even that much better than me skill wise by now but so much more famous x[ thats it im drawing porn next.
sometimes im feeling like im in a super sick japanese graphic novel game where once in a every six hours you get to choose action course. in real life that happens to match few weeks. and damn, i still choose wrong option and that leads to dead end x[ no happy or true endings with my real bishes. life is tricky like that. but then again, i hate people and they get in my way... even though im not doing anything past few weeks. hahaha!
lies, lies, im working my ass off with courseworks... sorta. one group made 90% of work instead of me o_O ok... i guess? but theres another, chinese group who just doesnt understand what to do... and im doing 95% for EACH of them. grrrr. not only they speak broken engrish, its so broken they dont even understand the instructions. or do they choose to hear what they want? how convenient, im so putting that on my to annoy list. business environment analysis damn it, not the elementary school essay ¬_¬ where are your damn references, examples and logic?! arggh
and i saw a flea on the carpet today ¬_¬ geezus can it get any worse? be optimistic, from now on - only good things
hate rented accommodation and wanna go home ¬_¬ money~khem, mummy~ :C yeah, if only i had money... need to get it over with those studies asap. four more months, four more months damn it. what then? i wanna earn a bit... and then perhaps try the army? sure why not :3 its like camping, just with mines and stray bullets 8D goodie! perhaps my fiction would get a drop of realism in afterwards XD anime-physics are killing me sometimes.
oh right, the char in the picture? names her Kajihime, sort of feudal Japan demoness. perhaps shed fine a place in Inuyashaverse? needed to do the closeup sometime, anime-physique was killing me as well.
go get some free views: [link] no shit captain
oh and, notes only again <3
feeling very unmotivated past month. was it cause i quit my last full time job? 97% rotting at home 2% worrying about uni and 1% actually going to uni gets on my nerves. want to feel that overpowering not-enough-hours-in-a-day feel again. oh well, on the other hand got plenty of time to write out my fic... ive even ran out of ideas on my 100th page! (+100 old pages) omg i can release a book already 8D and hey -wow- its not a fancomics. muahaha. yeah i draw fanarts only cause they gimme views. if only, if only... id draw so many ocs if they gave 1% of the established fanbase leeching T__T ¬_¬ yeah selling myself out, whatever. money whore! and views >_< what do i do next then? draw anime porn, like few devart giants i know? hell, they arent even that much better than me skill wise by now but so much more famous x[ thats it im drawing porn next.
sometimes im feeling like im in a super sick japanese graphic novel game where once in a every six hours you get to choose action course. in real life that happens to match few weeks. and damn, i still choose wrong option and that leads to dead end x[ no happy or true endings with my real bishes. life is tricky like that. but then again, i hate people and they get in my way... even though im not doing anything past few weeks. hahaha!
lies, lies, im working my ass off with courseworks... sorta. one group made 90% of work instead of me o_O ok... i guess? but theres another, chinese group who just doesnt understand what to do... and im doing 95% for EACH of them. grrrr. not only they speak broken engrish, its so broken they dont even understand the instructions. or do they choose to hear what they want? how convenient, im so putting that on my to annoy list. business environment analysis damn it, not the elementary school essay ¬_¬ where are your damn references, examples and logic?! arggh
and i saw a flea on the carpet today ¬_¬ geezus can it get any worse? be optimistic, from now on - only good things
hate rented accommodation and wanna go home ¬_¬ money~khem, mummy~ :C yeah, if only i had money... need to get it over with those studies asap. four more months, four more months damn it. what then? i wanna earn a bit... and then perhaps try the army? sure why not :3 its like camping, just with mines and stray bullets 8D goodie! perhaps my fiction would get a drop of realism in afterwards XD anime-physics are killing me sometimes. oh right, the char in the picture? names her Kajihime, sort of feudal Japan demoness. perhaps shed fine a place in Inuyashaverse? needed to do the closeup sometime, anime-physique was killing me as well.
go get some free views: [link] no shit captain
oh and, notes only again <3
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